jay the church boy

my india plan have failed!!!... thanks to the crazy fluctuating prices of jetairways ... damn gay lor... 1 day can go 1k , the next 1.4.... now 2k!!!.... DAMN IT... end up i m buy etihad airways which gives me a free stopover in abu dhabi....den mayb take a budget flight to IRAN!!!... yes iran!!.. trip of a lifetime!!...

todae i went to church for the first time in like 1yr?!... seriously i cant remb the last time i went.... ok no excuses.. my fault.. but surprisingly the preaching hits me right in my heart again!! everytime i go to church... n that's onli less than 5 times a yr.... it will be the same thing... pastor would say things that are realli real n happening at that time!... it cant be a coincidence ...

today the pastor said that the most impt thing in the 10 commandments is love thy neighbor as urself.... he keep saying that for like 10 times in the whole session...

but IT IS tough to love a person who find faults in everyone, n gossip behind everyone.... strangely enuff, i m not too pissed off ...but not pissing off is one thing..... LOVING thy neighbor??!!

i dont want to fail my prac exam....onli god can create a miracle now

HOHOHO

Eye diseases slide exams are gone like fucking finally!!... woo hoo...time to enjoy myself a little more.... before another exam next tuesday :(

read kendrick's blog on leaving ppl with negative energy n stay with ppl who are filled with more fun, laughter n less backstabbing is realli so so so true!... i m sure many of us definitely would have met ppl who are too sensitive or too suspicious of ppl or simply have too much negativity in their lives!!... honestly most of such ppl are relatively nice and probably not their fault that they behave in such a way that pushes ppl away ..mayb they are just born n bought up this way....

when u meet these ppl , alarm bells shd ring.... dont hate them for sucking up ur positive energy though... life is not abt hating ppl or guarding against ppl.. life is abt fun, friends and laughter!!! and its coming from a fucking suay guy like me(though i hate to admit it)...hahahaha...

i m flying to embark on my europe trip on 27th nov , meeting n catching up with many friends who are exchanging there....n on 4th jan going to india on the way back home, backpacking alone.... for those who fear backpacking alone,u shd all try it!!. it's awesome... u get to meet new pppl n seriously give u new thoughts to ur life...on how things are in life and abt things that u cant control.... my burma trip taught me so much stuff!...vietnam , laos, phillipines, cambodia too!...every one country i went n every local u chat with(its way more meaningful than u just walk around places of interest) gives u a new perspective in life !! n of course all the tricks n spams u faced throughout everything...not to mention all the new friends u will make!

fuck pharmaco

fcking chee bye!!!.... i neva had a fucking harder exam than this!!!... seriously... damn fucking hell hard.....

pharmacology shd just fucking hell go n die... learning all this fcking crap is useless!!... coz in the end i also cant use it... damn dumb rite.... that's y life sucks my shit...

david chen sent a fucking terrible email to most of us telling us abt he n peter are having a fight and all those crap.... SERIOUSLY pls go use ur brain!!... ur EQ is negative 100 issit...?!!! he even said that if peter comes, he will shut down e study session !!... crazy .. who wont even go for ur study session if u wrote such an email.... i m trying to be veri veri veri nice to him already but sometimes he shd bloody hell think of some stupid actions he do before he gets hated by the whole world....

STUPID PPL ARE PRICELESS becoz no one will ever buy them

banana peeling

haizz.. sending off ppl is realli sianzz.... seeing one by one ur friends go back.... this has been my 6th sem!!! yes 6 sems already... can u believe it..... OMG... time flies like fuck.... sem by sem... u see ppl come n go... the feeling realli sucks.... friendship that has forged den after a while they gone back for go....

many of us still thinking of staying here or not....n seriously these are all the push factors ... pushing me back to singapore.... friends come n go n probably neva see them again... if ur emotionally not strong enuff, that is sooo fucking hard to cope... i have seen so many ppl crampling down after their gd friends fly back....this sucks but life must go on....

recently just watched finish season 1 of fringe... n it realli let me think of the ''de javu'' theory... every single step u make in life leads to another.... could there be another realm of life out there whereby u took another path besides the path u have chosen?

heaps of ppl going europe for exchange now.... n it makes me feel ''what if''..... what if i stayed at SMU... all my friends in singapore are here... none of them will fly off... always n always in my comfort zone.... no need to make new friends... no need to worry abt housing, food, work .... seriously u win some , u lose some... i still remember the times where i m sooo excited abt getting here n experiencing a new life n stuff... now how i wish i m back to the comfort zones.. a life with a car, a house, family, friends, thinking of exchange, and fun...

like a banana peeling off....