jay the church boy

my india plan have failed!!!... thanks to the crazy fluctuating prices of jetairways ... damn gay lor... 1 day can go 1k , the next 1.4.... now 2k!!!.... DAMN IT... end up i m buy etihad airways which gives me a free stopover in abu dhabi....den mayb take a budget flight to IRAN!!!... yes iran!!.. trip of a lifetime!!...

todae i went to church for the first time in like 1yr?!... seriously i cant remb the last time i went.... ok no excuses.. my fault.. but surprisingly the preaching hits me right in my heart again!! everytime i go to church... n that's onli less than 5 times a yr.... it will be the same thing... pastor would say things that are realli real n happening at that time!... it cant be a coincidence ...

today the pastor said that the most impt thing in the 10 commandments is love thy neighbor as urself.... he keep saying that for like 10 times in the whole session...

but IT IS tough to love a person who find faults in everyone, n gossip behind everyone.... strangely enuff, i m not too pissed off ...but not pissing off is one thing..... LOVING thy neighbor??!!