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todae juz read jialing n ben's blog... wah they are so happening lar... hk trip , chalets coming up n their exams are going to be over.... i realli miss the times in SMU... it's realli damn fun! n the people are fun too!... i tink i realli made the wrong choice coming here ,seriously...

i hate biology, chem, maths n anatomy... they are totally useless n i dont understand why i come all the way here to study all those crap... n i m gonna study them for the next 4 yrs... n my course mates are worse... they have no life at all!! everyday is study study study... almost all the guys in my class neva even dated before n they are so childish ... OMG... pls get a life...

monday is my midterm exams n i m not even studying.... ysd was the 5th time i fall aslp while reading the damned bio textbk....

the only saving grace here are the new friends i made here... at least they are pretty fun... but i still miss all gd times in spore... i miss my grandma's cooking! it has been abt 50 days since i ate homecooked food!!... my weekly mahjong sessions n my liverpool soccer matches.... my car, my friends , smux actvities...late night supper at geylang...

ppl come here mainly coz they cant make it in spore or they wan to do sth they love... i come here to study something i hate n leave the school i like... ironic...

mayb the stress of midterms, my super hardworking n nerdy course mates, the cold n windy weather is making me a little bit emo... i haf neva been so pissed off wif myself for a long while... hope it's juz a small blip in my life here...

my dad juz called n asked me abt my skin n if it's recovering....i was blogging n juz told him how pissed off i m... i tink he was pretty shocked...i m veri veri rarely pissed n got emo... he asked if i can take it or not... i realli didnt wan to disappoint him... i noe deep down in his heart he wans me to get the opto degree n help him wif his biz although he always say he will support wateva i do...

there is no turning back time n i haf been through worse times.... n i will not let all these proteins, cells, bone,nerves, muscle ,DNA n RNA bring me down.... GOD bless JJ